life is perfect?

OHMYGOD im going to see
FTSK! (FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS!!)
August 25! <3 oh and. im dying the
bottom of my hair purple.
im goin back to seekonk.
uh this is great. haha yeah
i gots a twitter! ooheeytorry

love ya bye

my lyfee

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said.
She doesnt get your humor like I do..

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

im starting over. starting fresh. if you dont like it well to damn bad.

hey.
sorry guys ive been gone a while.
almost a month. havent gotten cell service
for a while and havent been able to get a computer.
ill try to be better, i promise.
ill try not to change, i swear.
ill try not to be a bitch, honest.
but what i wont try to do is stay quiet cuz this is getting to be two much and i cant handle it. the world might as well be crumbling at my fuckin feet. i might as well be falling into fuckin oblivion. i cant take your critisim. i cant take the way you look at me. but most of all i cant take the way everything i do is wrong. i didnt believe it was possible but every fuckin little thing i do is wrong. even if its a good jesture. noope, just cuz victoria did it its wrong. how can you look at me when your talking about me all the time? tell me cuz i should learn. maybe i am changing but thats because nothings going right. everythigns going wrong.
sorry we cant all be as happy as you are all the fuckin time. life isnt a walk in the meadow. it sucks. its bleak,dark, and depressing.

love,
better off dead