Wednesday, August 5, 2009

im starting over. starting fresh. if you dont like it well to damn bad.

hey.
sorry guys ive been gone a while.
almost a month. havent gotten cell service
for a while and havent been able to get a computer.
ill try to be better, i promise.
ill try not to change, i swear.
ill try not to be a bitch, honest.
but what i wont try to do is stay quiet cuz this is getting to be two much and i cant handle it. the world might as well be crumbling at my fuckin feet. i might as well be falling into fuckin oblivion. i cant take your critisim. i cant take the way you look at me. but most of all i cant take the way everything i do is wrong. i didnt believe it was possible but every fuckin little thing i do is wrong. even if its a good jesture. noope, just cuz victoria did it its wrong. how can you look at me when your talking about me all the time? tell me cuz i should learn. maybe i am changing but thats because nothings going right. everythigns going wrong.
sorry we cant all be as happy as you are all the fuckin time. life isnt a walk in the meadow. it sucks. its bleak,dark, and depressing.

love,
better off dead

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